Emigrate:
leave one's own country in order to settle permanently in another.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to hate myself for having the desire to emigrate

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to hate myself for investigating the possibilities of moving overseas

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to hate myself for wanting to leave the country of my birth

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to hate my country of birth

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to hate the state of the country of my birth

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to be blind to the corruption and fraud in the country of my birth

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to be blind to the high crime in my country of birth

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to be blind to the high sovereign debt levels of state entities such as ESKOM and SAA

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to be blind to the high possibility that the country of my birth could find itself borrowing money from the IMF(International Monetary Fund)

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear the IMF's strict policies and regulations and conditions

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear my country of birth becoming another Greece

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear austerity measures

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear staying in my country of birth instead of moving overseas

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear making a mistake moving overseas

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear bankruptcy if I go overseas

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear losing all of my money and or property if I stay in my country of birth

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to guilt myself into staying in my country of birth, as I think it would be the right thing to stay here and make a positive contribution

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to desire to right the wrongs of apartheid

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to hate myself for not doing something about the legacy of apartheid

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to think or believe that I need to learn an African language to prove to myself as well as to non-white people, that I am integrated into our new society

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to resist integrating into our new society

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to resist change in out new society

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to hold onto to the past

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to resist an African language

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to resist expropriation without compensation

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear expropriation without compensation

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear expropriation without compensation will lead to a bank run, as property values could decline

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear expropriation without compensation will lead to capital investments leaving our country/economy, which could lead to unemployment and hyperinflation

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear expropriation without compensation will lead to me living on the streets, begging for food/clothes

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to fear expropriation without compensation will lead a civil war

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to keep myself blind to the possibility that expropriation without compensation could lead to war and famine

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to hate myself for doing nothing about the move to expropriate land without compensation from white/European people

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to define myself as white/European, thus participating in the separation and polarisation of me versus you, instead I need to realise all life is one and equal

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to hate myself for being privileged or being part of the population group/demographics, who is apparently privileged for having houses, education, motor vehicles