The weekend

i forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to expect/anticipate the weekend to be to short

i forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to expect/anticipate the weekend to be hard on me

i forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to expect/anticipate the weekend to be unkind to me

i forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to expect/anticipate the weekend to be uneventful and boring for me

i forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to desire for the weekend to charge my batteries so that i am all charged up for next week

i forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to be blind to the fact, that each and every singly day, is exactly the same in terms of the amount of time available

i forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to appreciate the weekends alot of than any other normal day of the week, thus creating separation

i forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to create an image/idea in my mind about the weekend as a moment in time were i have freedom/free choice

i forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to enslave myself during the week but free myself on a weekend, thus creating polarising effects on my mind/body/stability

i forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to hate myself for going to a far place on a weekend

i forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to hate myself for doing a lot of activities on a weekend

i forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to hate myself for spending money on a weekend

i forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to participate in the believe system, that a weekend is for minimal activities, so as to rest and recharge the batteries

i forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to participate in the believe system, that a weekend is for minimal activities, so as to save oneself from going out and spending money

i forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to punish myself by staying home out of fear of spending too much money

i forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to punish myself by making myself small and quite on a weekend so to save energy

i forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that i have to save energy on a weekend so as to be able to work optimally during the week

i forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to participate in this week versus weekend cycle within my mind/thoughts

i forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to forget that i am life, as one as equal as all life