Chartered Accountants (South Africa) :

The South African Institute of Chartered Accountants (SAICA) is the pre-eminent accountancy body in South Africa. It has established itself as one of the leading Institutes in the world, playing its part in a highly dynamic business sector.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to hate myself for wanting the CA(SA) designation behind my name

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to hate the CA(SA) designation

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to hate myself for missing out on the CA(SA) trainee programme

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to hate myself for wanting the glamour and status that go with the CA(SA) designation

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to deny to myself the fact, that the CA(SA) designation is highly sought after because it is such a intense examination process(2 exams of 8 hours each)

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to hate myself for missing out on the remuneration packages on offer to CA(SA) members (minimum of R45,000 p.m.)

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to judge CA(SA) members as spoilt people

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to judge CA(SA) members as super intelligent people

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to judge CA(SA) members as super disciplined people

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to judge CA(SA) members as super focussed people

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to judge CA(SA) members as super powerful people

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to judge CA(SA) members as super rich people

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to deny that I am jealous of CA(SA) members

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to deny that I am in awe of CA(SA) members

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to deny that I have put CA(SA) members on a pedestal in my mind/thoughts

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to deny to myself that I have wished to become a CA(SA) member in order to put myself upon a pedestal in society

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to deny to myself that I have dreamed of becoming a rich/wealthy CA(SA)

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to deny to myself that I have dreamed of earning R1 million rand per month as the CEO/CFO of a major company

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to deny to myself that I sit and sulk in self pity/self loathing because I have apparently not reached the dream/goal of R 1 million a month

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to deny to myself that it is a greedy starting point, a point of separating myself from the poor class of society and associating myself with the rich class of society

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to deny to myself that I am part of the poor and unremarkable class of society

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to deny to myself that I am looking up, from the bottom, to the so called rich/wealthy people

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to define people in our society as poor class/ middle class and upper class

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to separate people in South Africa in classes based upon their material possessions

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to deny to myself the reality, that all people will die and will return to dust, as dust, as one as equal

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to forget, that each and every single person, is equal as Life, as all Life

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to look for the material, the outer appearance of individuals, searching for a tag/brand

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to scout for poor people in the shopping centres

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to scout for rich people in the shopping centres

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself see poor versus rich

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to deny to myself, the possibility, that both rich and poor, are automated biological robots, who only follow their most basic instinct: survival

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to deny the inequalities around me, which is brought about by all of us, in the name of survival

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to destroy life in the name of survival

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to merely survive instead of standing as one as equal as life, all life, as dust to dust, when we all are dead