Starting to blog - 3 Step process/application of self-awareness.

Step 1 - The issue/idea/thought

Starting to write a blog.

I think it is empowering. I think it is cool. I think it is scary because of what could be shared with others that I deem personal.

Step 2 - The self-forgiveness

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to regret waiting many years before I start blogging.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to give myself an ego boost/injection with the idea that "ivan" is cool for participating with blogger.com

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to supress the sense of joy/happyness I have for writing this blog.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to believe that I am going to be punished for participating here on blogger.com

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to deny myself/others the pleasure/chance of writing on blogger.com about issues/ideas that have important meaning.

Step 3 - The self-corrective application

I stop myself from participating in the mind,as ego,when and as I experience thoughts running around regarding what I think of other people and therefore what I would think of me(the image I have/stored of myself as "ivan" as life).

I stop myself from judging others as I would have them to appear/look like in my minds eye as a projection or image of what I deem is cool/acceptable.

I allow myself to realize that everybody is one and equal but that because of allowed and accepted believes/behaviors we see each other as separate and unique - within this we create confusion and delusion about what we are as life,as human beings - primarily because of self-interest(survival-ism and ego).